Letting go is hard to do

Sometimes letting go is hard to do

Especially when you are stubborn

Being as sick as I was with PTSD for so long it makes me look back and realize there were times I really failed at being a good friend to people that deserved better from me

It hurts me, rolls over and over in my stomach, I toss and turn on it,  wishing I had a time machine. It hurts because I know I failed to show people that meant a lot to me that I cared. It hurts because I know I hurt them.

Letting go is part of healing right? 

Veggie chili is going in the crock pot

The leaves are changing color

I spent a wonderful Saturday volunteering at my sister's fall festival and hanging out with my parents and all their furry friends

I got to go to a theater costume sale with great friends and drink coffee

In general Autumn is here and I couldn't be happier